I knew the answer too. Because I had not set it as a priority. If it is not important for me, I will not commit to it. That is when I decided to set this as a priority and mark in my calendar to attend this session every week. After all it is going to add to my spiritual growth, wisdom and knowledge.
The quote by Wayne Dyner says
When you are spiritually connected, you are not looking for occasions to be offended, and you are not judging and labeling others. You are in a state of grace in which you know you are connected to God and thus free from the effects of anyone or anything external to yourself.
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This growth has to have priority and importance.
But in order to achive that commitment is needed. You will commit only when you set it as a priority.
Also I go to my own practice of yoga sessions twice a week because I think it is important for my own health and profession too. I spend my money, time and energy because it is important for me. Then why not for my spiritual growth. And I told myself that I will never say ” I will try to attend session” instead I will say ” I will attend the session”
As the quote says
” If it is important to you, you will find the ways, if not you will find an excuse”
Next time, when you think something is important for you which will help lead and grown in life, then you should set it as a priority and you will automatically commit to it.